okay. i'm not writing a lovely post anymore. i'm writing a hate post.



DEDICATED TO ME.



damnit. i'm so shitty sometimes. i'm so... fucked up sometimes.



i offended the one person that i knew would stay loyal to me no matter what. i offended the one person that i knew would love and protect me all throughout this difficult life. naoffend at nagalit ko siya, all because i didn't know what to say.



katanga ko talaga. couldn't i have said "aaaah. talaga? hindi ko gud yan alam. haha." instead of, "haha. ikaw. whatever you say."??? KATANGA KO. MAKASUYA AKO. kasarap magtalon galing sa rooftop ng marco polo right now. kasarap kunin ang rewind button para maulit ko ung moment na un at masabi ko ang tamang sagot. PUCHA. ang isang taong talagang maaasahan ko. ang isang taong mahal na mahal ko. PUCHA. wala akong kwenta. kaya siguro iniiwanan na lang ako ng lahat. kaya siguro isa-isa na silang lumalayo lahat.



pucha. kasama na talaga ng tingin ko sa sarili ko.